Life and the past lent me trauma, depression, hopelessness, and helplessness until I picked up a pen and paper. My experiences were cinematic and there is a movie script with my name on it. Imagine all of the darkness you can imagine and you will understand where I used to live. My brother killed a 5 year old little girl (rape and asphyxiation) and this led me down a spiral, rabbit hole of self-medicating (with wine and weed), self-sabotage, and the desire to not be on this planet anymore. I even went to another country to bring drugs back because I felt like I had nothing to lose.

I am grateful that God didn't give up on me and I found the will to heal myself with his grace. Today this soul is untethered from the illusion the world offers and stays in bliss... all by choice. Self-love is the beacon wholeheartedly and unapologetically practiced to adhere to the only design necessary. Peace, love, grace, and beauty, inside out and within, express the inner state my soul chooses to envelope. Love is the only answer!!!